I can honestly say that I am over you right now, this moment, forever. I loved and you loved but it was just destined for destruction. Your decisions took you down a river with a strong current and when I tried to pull you out, you in turn pulled me under. I was unable to see what was happening to me but then I saw the branch and felt you let go of me. I reached for you and tried to bring you with me but all I saw was your eyes full of pain and I knew then that I had to let you drown. You are still the same person you were before we met but know that I did mourn the loss. I mourned the life you could have lead and the one that you gave up on. But today I am free of your pain and misery, free from caring about someone who wants to die in his own self pity. Never mind, I will always care about the man who holds a piece of my heart even if he did not treasure it like he should...